I have always wanted to live a happy life. However, I always come across hurdles in my path. I remember in my childhood I wanted to become a priest, a saint. Now it seems quite an impossible task. I have no idea why this is so. I am always moved by various desires, passions, aspirations, and so on. I am not focused. I am always pulled and pushed by my momentary emotions. And I am not happy with this either.
One of my desires is to spend sufficient amount of time in prayer in the morning. I am going to do it from tomorrow onward.
Another desire that I have is to know how to live like Jesus. I think it would be an ideal life that I can ever imagine, ever hope for.
Yet another desire is that I have to do something for others, especially those who cannot repay me for the good that I have done to them.
Anyway, let us see what brings me tomorrow. I hope that at least tomorrow I will spend sufficient amount of time in the presence of Jesus. Lord, help me! Thank you!
